Sunday, October 31, 2010

Aku dan mase lalu..

Akhirnye dpt gak aku publish post smlm yg aku tulis pnjg lebar 2nite..sengal nye tenet..sape r yg jaht curik cable ni..sbaik de berukband digi ni ar..haha. Skrg jam kul 01:58 (01/11/10)..tgh dgr lagu FT Island..love love love..

Still waiting for the call from the agency bout the works..even dh cnfirm dpt but still need to wait the official clarification.. =) Alhamdulillah.. rezeki memihak pada aku. Kadang2 aku terlupa..how lucky i am.. Since dri kecil, idup aku xpnah lekang pape..esp in terms of money n things.. Mostly, ape yg aku nk pasti dpt..as long as i strived and earn for it. Being daddy's little girl added the advantage..haha. Tp seriously..i'm always lucky. Stakat yg aku remember..mse SPM dlu..everyone sume beli borang ni..borang tu..mcm2..matrics la, UPU la..etc.. but aku??? Hmm..not interesting at all. Stu2nye borg yg aku beli ialah borang UPU. After SPM, trus kerja n help my dad with his restaurant dat time..semua isi kandungan borang aku xpnah amk tau. Yg isi sume bapak aku.. Pagi2 aku bgn juz sign document.. I never knew anything bout university..none!

Even the day result kuar pon aku xtau..yg cntact aku my fren, Faris. Dia yg inform n offer check kn result aku.. And kelakarnye i managed to get thru lak tu.. Tp yg wt aku suffer dlu when dpt tau my dad apply uia. What?!! Dat morning i cried..not bcoz i'm sad to leave the house but bcoz my reluctant to go there. Aku ni xde la daif sgt soal agama..yes, i still pray wlaupon tunggang terbalik dat time.. juz, the rules n lifestyle kt sane wt aku suffer sket. I'm a free hair girl..come from kebangsaan school..have lots of boys friend..and few girl yg aku kenan nk kawan. Bit tomboyish pon dlu..bkn bangga..but dats me..dlu. Bygkn budak yg agak social cm aku tetibe kna duk tmpt mcm tu. Uia dlu like a hell prison for me..sgt xske..esp matrics..

Life in matrics really make me suffer..seriously. Bg aku,mse tu girls was discriminated..coz most of the equipment utk sports n everything sume lelaki yg conquer.. Starting from there badan aku naik until now..coz i stop exercise..dlu nk kte athletics sgt tu idakla..tp stakat emas 2,3 ketul tu mesti dpt la every year.. Nk kate kurus skinny pon x,juz normal size.. Tp mse tu mmg disaster la..nk kna pkai stokin, pkai jubah seluar pon xbley..nk kna pkai kain dlm la..mcm2! Dh la aku ni bju krg pon jrg pkai..except uniform skolah jer..haha. Raye pon pkai kjap jer..hmm..bygkn cmne aku survive mse tu..how hard i tried to adapt myself dgn new environment.. Bile kt main campus bru ok sket.. Tp spnjg aku duk uia..mcm2 org aku knal..esp species yg plg aku bnci..bajet bgus! Konon tudung labuh baik sgt lar! Bkn prejudice, tp dorg ske judge others yg len sket dri dorg tu cm la kte ni jahat sgt.. Not all,but most of them mcm tu.. yes,aku de jmpe ramai kakak2 yg tdg labuh..tp sgt baik..even tgk muke dye pon kite leh nmpk ksucian mreka terserlah sgt2..i adore them. Tp mlgnyer..spjg idup aku kt uia ni..majoriti yg tdg labuh smua lgi truk dri aku yg biasa2 ni.

Dan sebab tu juge aku lebih prefer utk jdi dri sndri..biarla org kate aku ni liar ke jahat ke..aku xkesah! As long as aku tau siapa aku sbnr2nye.. Skrg2nye aku xhipokrit dgn dri aku sndri.. Aku benci dgn org yg ske mnilai org lain seolah2 mreka itu perfect sgt. Bg aku..ckupla klau kite jg hal kite dlu sblm sebok mncari ksalahan org lain. Tak perlu nk judge other people.. Kdg2 org yg bese2 cm aku ni lagi BAIK dri org2 yg mnutup aurat & btudung tu.. Majoriti yg aku jumpe mse blaja dlu pon dh cukup utk buka mate aku ni sluas2nyer.. SEDIH.. coz walaupon mreka sembahyang nye sempurna siap dgn sunat2nye..tp masih xmampu nk mjaga diri dr maksiat n still xsedar but keeps on cari n kutuk org lain pasal benda yg sama mreka lakukan. So pathetic!! Mgkin bukan semua..yess..masih ramai yg baik2 di luar sana..n sye percaye sume tu masih ade.. juz kdg2 sedih dgn mreka2 yg bpeluang mngenali agama terlebih dahulu tetapi mcacatkn agama itu sndri. Aku bkn ustazah..tp aku juge seperti insan lain yg masih cube mperbaiki dri sndri hari demi hari..


ME...xpernah skali mnyesal memilih jalan ini kerana kesalahan mgajar sye erti pngajaran. Pngajaran mbuat sye mnjadi insan yg lebih baik. Belajar dri kesilapan majdikan sye insan yg lebih kuat..krana stiap kslahan yg sye lakukn akn sntiasa mjadi iktibar utk sye smpai bile2.. ME..bsyukur dgn apa yg ade.. =)

How my big world turn small..

Ola..lame dh rsenyer x open diz blog. Lame xlame mnela..huhu. Well..here's my update. 4 days ago..i received a phone call calling me for an interview. And i accept. With the help of my fren, the next day i went for an interview..the first interview in my life..well professionally la.. Interview utk kje2 bese ni byk kali dh..but this is the first after my degree. Feel so nervous the night before, even nk tdo pon.. i juz couldn't closed my eyes..xtau pukul brape bru aku terlelap. Nak di jadikn lawak nyer..level nervous aku smpai pgi tu nk turun tangga pon rse nk jatuh coz lutut aku ketaq sgt! Hahaa..feel so damn nervous.   Dh la a bit late mse tu..but luckily dat lady yg interview us to friendly bangat! Rse comfy sgt mse kt dlm room tu.

Funny Ads!! Hahha.


But..nk di jadikn crite, how my world turn the opposite direction when this big world became small dat day. Yeah..i met him there..wut a coincident, rite? Sejauh2nyer aku cube blari dri dia..y must i met him there. YES, i admit..even dh break off few years ago..kteorg still in a good relationship..still friends.. But, i really hope to not met him again esp after i knew bout his new relationship. I feel so weird dat day..but yet i still pretends that i'm cool with it. I wish i didn't knew the fact..bkn jealous..seriously..i'm TOTALLY over him. But mgkin sbb i used to be so closed to him..and extra fact he really do fell in love with the girls yg i have intuition about since the day he introduced her to me. Gerak hati aku mmg dh pnah tdetik dia mcintai gadis itu. Sbb tu di awl hubungan kami suatu ketika dulu, aku pernah cube memutuskn ikatan atr kami.

However, jangkaan ku tepat skali. He did fell in love with her now. No wonders dat girl dh xsenyum kt aku bile kteorg tserempak kt centre.. coz slalunyer dia akn tgur aku..but suddenly ble trserempak je..dia akn senyum mcm org bsalah kt aku..since dat aku dh bajet bnda ni..juz xde proof jer.. But b4 diz pon ramai org dh ckp kt aku nmpk dia n 1 girl dating.. but since aku mmg dh anggap dia kawan.. aku juz ckp ngn yg smpaikn kt aku tu.. "Bagusla..i wish him the best". I'm glad he met new love.. But honestly..nape dat girl nk senyum fake kt aku kn..i'm totally ok with it. Juz for me..since die dh ade new girl..i guess i shud stay away. Sbb tu aku xcntact dye lgi..

But,nk di jadikn crite..maybe its fate. I met him at the interview..haha. Aku juz xnk nnt org salah aggap dgn our good friendship esp now dye dh de gf. Aku xpe..aku leh baik ngn mne2 lelaki since i'm always be single.. coz aku mmg xnk de pkwe lgi..ckupla dgn skandal2 aku yg bsepah utk aku handle tu..haha. I dun need special bf for a moment..enuf with bf yg friends ONLY! Fullstop.  Kecik kn dunia nie..sbesar2nye Malaysia ni cmne leh jumpe kt d same interview yg only 3 peeps je attend. Me,him n his friends..haha..bile d pk2 balik..rse funny pon ade..haha. Aku siap citer kt member2 aku..sumenye shock gile..haha..dorg ckp mmg dh jodoh kot..haha. Another funny statement.. no la..xmgkin. It's already in the past..once i've decided to put everything behind me..then there's no turning back.

In the future, we might meet again..mgkin..who knows kan?? But.. hopefully i'll be fine and so were him. Sperti mane aku baik dgn ex2 aku yg len..hopefully mcm tula aku ngn dye. Tak rapat n xjuge mbenci each other.. =)

p/s: nothing is impossible in this world except waking up death people..haha!

**created on 31/10/2010 (02:45) published on 1/11/2010**

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Fair & Lovely-Pathetic Ads

Living at home especially after done my degree give me a lot of time to enjoy myself by watching tv. So, bykla crite yg aku follow and iklan yg aku tgk tselit2 antara celah crite. But 1 ads really caught my eyes..my attention. As a former business student, when i see an ads, i dun really just see it..i'm looking through it in every possible angle and perspective. How they market the product? The storyline..everything.. Well, bukan nk critics..but honestly..i think fair n lovely ads..is way too much bullshit. The storyline is okay..but the problem is on the model they're using in the ads. Well, I'm not blaming the model.. BUT the one that should be blame here is the CASTING CREWS..nothing wrong with the model (Juliana Evans). She's pretty, no doubt bout it.
Juliana Evans
Sape xknal Juliana Evans kan..

Well, back to the stories.. bout this stupid ads..fair n lovely ads..i'm sure all of u pernah watch dat ads kt tv kan..

Why did i say it bullshit and full of craps??? 

Well, tgk models pon dh tau. This is Malaysia okay..not overseas..if u're using dat ads utk viewer outside Malaysia, then maybe u can sell the products by cheating to your viewer bout the effectiveness of the products. Dun blame u though coz byk ads kt tv all lying to the customers.. But, come on!! Malaysia?? Sume org dh tau la how dat girl smemangnye dh cantik and already PUTIH MELEPAK!! No need to cheat people by showing those stupid differences from dark skin to fair skin. People already knew how fair her skin is..goshh!! I wish i could get those pics showing her skin differences that they're using in the ads, but couldn't find 1. But, its okay..i think u can watch it on tv pon kan.. Even the make up mase dye browse dat product and talk to the promoter girl pon dh nmpk fake giler.. Please la..people are not dat stupid..

Knape aku kesah??
Mgkin org akn ckp..lantak la,iklan je kot...biar la dye nk wt iklan cmne pon.. Well, sorry to disappoint all of u peeps, but i will always monitor everything since i learn business study. I'm a biz student after all. Bukan brag or berlagak..but its one of the process learning for me.. Macam mane dunia advertisement and business nk maju if they keep on doing this big mistake that seems so small to them. So, send my message to all advertisement person.. if u wanna make some iklan..esp on tv.. jgn fikir if u have such a beautiful ladies on ur ads akn wt org tertarik on ur ads.. YES,sometimes sex appeal esp women can be an attraction to ur product.. But b4 u do so..think first whether it's really suits your purpose of the products and it suitability to the viewers.
Jgn buat iklan secara rambang..use your knowledge and BRAIN to think outside of the box.. think beyond people expectation. When i watch dat ads pon..the first word that come out of my mouth is..RUBBISH!!! So..plz la..make some worthy ads..n not juz an ads..with no meaning in it. Coz u juz spend your money advertised it on tv and mags on such a rubbish materials. Bukan ke tujuan iklan tu spatutnye myakinkan org tentang kberkesanan product tersebut.. Klau org sume dh tau ttg Juliana Evans yg smemangnye dh putih since lahir lagi..wtpe nk used her as ur model lagi.. Kt situ pon terang2 dh tunjuk yg not ur product yg make her putih like that.. I couldn't say more to the ads except..SORRY..coz ur ads and ur product just genuinely FAKE!!! 


This is wut i see from my own perspective..dunno what other will think.. So please..grown up! Make a real commercial ads.. From wut i see, i dun think those who create n sell dat Fair n Lovely products really believe in their product ability. If u are..then prove it! Use a real life people as ur model..prove to the world how good ur product is..okay?? Make her pretty..hmm..

ME.. Bosan dgn iklan yg merepek2 mcm ni.. B.O.R.I.N.G.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..

Hmm..sape xnak kerja?? Aku nak..tp rzeki lom ader lagi la.. Abah ckp.."bangun pagi2..biar pintu rzeki tu luas sikit". Tp aku.. "Malas la,bgun pg2 pon wtpe,bkn de org kt umah.." Hmm..aku mmg degil. Tp nk wt cmne..bukan aku x usaha. Yes, mmg dh de yg offer aku kje..not dat memilih..but kje tu doesn't suit me at all. Klau accept takut xtbawak kerja tu.. Sales..aku leh jd salesgirl watsoever..tp nk jd telemarketer/call centre yg wt outbound call for sales sgtla susah for me. Knapa? Coz aku pon xske klau org nyah sape2 kol aku nk sell some products..n aku pnah marah org for calling me to sell some stupid products..dun even know where they got my number..goshh!! Sebab tu aku xske,coz i might be yelled by sum1 if i accept the job. One more thing, i dun think i have passion to do dat kind of job..

Yes, i'm looking for call centre job,but inbounds call centre. Sum1 used to ask me.."Why Call Centre? Bkn ko de degree in BBA ke??" Hmm..my answer is easy.. First, the salary seems high for a fresh graduates. Second, i dun mind working late at night/shift..coz i'm a 'burung antu' kind of person. My eyes will be so bright at nite..juz couldn't sleep early no matter how much i try EXCEPT i'm so damn tired dat day. Third, i'm seeking for the fundamentals of customer service at the basic level..instead of becoming executive w/out knowledge..i'll prefer to start from the bottom. Owwhhh god..i really need fast answer rite now..most of my application clearly stated 'under consideration' status. Nk apply byk2 krg takut nnt byk sgt plak yg accept dlm satu mase. Hmm..really need to get out from here. Dh gatal2 dh ni..cannot stay at home anymore, need to do some work and get money from it.. So,sape2 ade kerja ksg..meh r offer kt aku..hahahaa.. =)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Hari Flu sedunia.. =(

Today..Mr.Flu gave me a visit again..mgkin terlebey mkn udang kot..huhu.. Tp pg mak masak kuey teow grg..rencah..UDANG. Mls nk dgr bising2..mkn juge lar.. Pagi..okay. Masok tghari..idung start gatal2.. dh macam badot pon adew gak aku arini..dgn idung yg kmerahan. Dh naik mlecet dh idung ni duk sental2 ngn tisu..gatal yg amat! Huhh!! Mencikkk!!!

Petang dh start bersin2.. Aishh...tu yg plg xske..idung gatal+berair+bersin+mata gatal2!!! Tp nk xnak kna gak kuar coz nk post order customer..g la JJ Seremban. Nk di jadikan citer..sejuk la pulak air cond kt jj arini..huhu. Tggu turn je dh rse nk bersin agi. Sblm trun td pon dh sapu vicks kt idung..xjalan jugakk..aiyaarkk!!

Ni baru pas pkena teh-0 panas..kureng sket.. tp dh rse2 cm nk headache plak ni..hope xjd la headache nyer nnt..huhu..ok la..nk g tenyeh vicks agi.. Hari ni mmg truk..hari flu sdunia buat aku.. sgt xske!
Wargghhh!!!! ='0
Tak sukee!!! Tak sukee!! Tak skeee!!!! Sob..sob..  =((

Monday, October 11, 2010

11/10/2010-1 years after d-day he went away..

U're in my heart..always.

Hmm..xtau sbnrnyer ape yg aku cube nk tulis..but i'll try ma best.. Tatkala org bpusu2 nk tempah tarikh keramat 10.10.10.. aku?? Hmm..xphm ape yg keramat nyer tarikh nie.. Todays..feel so sad. Since last nite lagi sbnrnyer. Smlm alarm brthday handphone berbunyi..exactly on 00:00:00...means exactky 12 midnight. Sedih..today 11/10/2010 supposed to be his birthday.. Happy birthday bapis..slalunye time2 mcm ni..mesti aku dh wish kt ko..huhu.. ina rinduuu sangat2 ngn bapis!! Yela..even though kite slalu gaduh n jealous with each other.. But still..we know that we will always support each other klau one of us having problems kan.. I miss u..really.. i do. I'M REALLY SORRY!!! coz since the day u past away..hanye skali ina jenguk bapis kt sne. Not dat i'm forget bout u..ntahla.. Not dat i'm not redha with the takdir.. But..it's juz been hard for me to actually dealing with the fact that u're gone. I'm still gathering all my energy and insanity to actually go n visit u there. I wish that i will find it soon..hope so. 

   Kjap je kan..pejam celik mase blalu. Already almost 1 year since you left us. I'll try my best to keep mak hepi. I know how much she loves u.. it's hard to pretend and keep myself strong in front of her..especially now k.ct already mjauhkn dri from us. Dunno y.. Took over all your responsibility as a brother has been hard for me.. Cube utk jadi cth yg terbaik utk adik2 kite juge amat susah.. Its even hard for me to keeps on writing it down now..my tears just when down like a rain falling from the sky..haha. Hate this! U know what..smlm balong kawen..bln 7 aritu bangah yg kawen..sedih n happy at the same time for them. Mlm bangah nikah..dye pkai bju mlayu putih.. dunno why i keep seeing u in him at that time..n dats make my tears kluar lagi.. ssh..sgt ssh utk accept dat fact. Even after 1 year..

  And i've changed...since u're gone. I'm not the same person anymore.. Dlu mase ina ade probs or susah hati..i juz spend my time with u..even kt hospital. Ina akn singgah jenguk bapis.. never knew it would be our last goodbye dat evening.. Sejam ina kt carpark pas tgk bapis ptg tu.. xsanggup tgk u in pain.. Hati rse xsdap sgt..tp kna balik utk bg news kt mak. I shouldn't have left u..tu decision yg plg ina regret until today.. Ina janji akn jaga kluarga kite smpai bile2.. Hingga tibe mase ina mampu utk mziarah pusara bapis lagi satu hari nnt..hanya maaf dan iringan doa yg mampu ina kirim utk bapis kt sana.. Ina syg bapis..even dlm mimpi tu pon ina dh bgtau kn..it feels so real. And i hope it was real..n u know how i really feel bout u.. Salam syg..ina.


Sunday, October 10, 2010

Aku hari ini..haha..

Baru shj pulang dri wedding my spupu..sgt penat.. sakit kaki lagi..pkai flat shoes pon still skt kaki.. Almaklumlah..org bdn besau cm aku ni..bdri lelame skit dh sakit kaki..huhu. Balik2 trus bukak aircond le jwbnyer..huhu.. Arghh..sjuk sket bdn ni..mate dh cm kelat2 ni tp hati tu rse nak mnulis plak..hmm..

Family Outing S1
Smalam g webs aigo-media.net..igt nk download family outing agi..byk episode x download agi ni.. Tapiii... terkejut n sedih sgt2!! Waaargghh..admin dorg announce nk shut the web down coz sume dh bz with career n xde mase nk upload n maintain the webs.. Ade mase till the end of this month..so starting kul 4 pagi td..aku dh mula bhempas pulas meng'download' family outing. Skali download..satu episod dh mkn almost 4-5 hours. Skali outing de 2 episode..hishh..sadis tol la..dri pg td try mesti stuck kt tgh2..arini internet connection tersangat2la selow melow...huhu..hmm... Hope sgt sempat download sume episode...subs dye xpe..leh amik kt rss..
Klau xpat..nnt mesti rindu giler ah kt family outing...seyess!!! Owh my aigo-media..plzzz..plzzz..plzzzzz give me more time to download all files..huhu..

Pagi td bgun dlm keadaan marah.. REASON: NO ELECTRICITY... benci sungguh! Dh la kt kmpung ni pon air slalu problems.. Paip pecah la..mcm2 alasan. Sepatutnye kerajaan Malaysia ni buat peruntukan utk tukar sume paip2 air kt Malaysia..a.k.a upgrade sistem perparitan kt Malaysia ni.. Sungguh memalukan..semaju2 Malaysia ni masih xmampu nk salur air pade sume pnduduk nye..rse nye system paip ni mmg dh patut replace kowt..coz dh btaun2 paip tu duk lam tanah tu arr..mesti la dh bkarat n sbgnyer..hmm.. tension jer! Yela..dri kecik dlu rsenye masalah air ni xpnah selesai. Dlu leh sabar agi..coz leh mandi or gune air sungai. Skarang..sungai pon dh xbersih daa..kotor. Air pown dh xsedalam dlu..cetek je sungai2 skrg ni..yg dlm nye longkang besarr...cm kt kl tu..cett!! Buccukk!! EEee..yeyekk!! =p

Aku yg kpenatan..pics captured
on 10/10/10 (17:45)
    Huhu..dh mlalut plak peginyer..pe ar ko ni ina..cehh!! Hahaa..okla..mate sgt letih.. Mau jenguk2 dapur..rse sperti mahu wat teh o plak letih2 ni.. pkena air panas syiokk wooo..okla..nnt smbg agi ek..tata~

Friday, October 8, 2010

SS501+HJ oppa+WGM..

SS 501
Urmm..tetibe trase nk mnulis bout dis band..been admiring the beauty n talent of this grup since past 2 years.. Listening to their songs and watch any shows i can watched during my free time..haha. Actually..dah lama tau bout diz grup..since their 2nd single..SNOW PRINCE..but during dat time i juz dgr dis song only..but not really into dat group.. Officially, they manage to debuted in June 8,2005 if i'm not mistaken with WARNING (1st single). From what i heard..during 2006..they're not dat active. I thougt diz group will disbanded at first..but miraculously they showed up with their other singles..UNLOCK and FOUR CHANCES.. Their came back was actually to promote their 1st album.. S.T.01 NOW.. I lost track of dis group for a while due to my insufficient of internet connection during dat time.. (still in Matrics UIA)..

WGM 1st four couple
Along the ways..time past by so fast..i become addicted to korean movies..but not yet into k-pop world. The only korean song that i enjoyed is the OST of the movies..which reminded me of the movies itself.. However, at the end of 2008..my friends NANA introduced me to one variety show that change my heart forever! We Got Married (WGM) show which became a phenomenon during that time..people are crazee bout this show! Goshh!! WGM is a variety shows that give audience their dream marriage couples among celebrities. Among the first four couple that attracts millions of fan is Alsin couple (Alex&Sinae), Andy&Solbi couple, Ant couple (Crown J& Seo In Young) and Sangchu couple (Kim Hyun Joong & Hwangbo)..

HJ oppa!
Yeah..KIM HYUN JOONG..HJ oppa!!! Ngee..i fell in love with his weird character in this show..lol. But dats true.. But,during that time i still didn't notice he was in SS501..only after a few episode i realize he was one of the member..so I start 'googling' bout dis band..and finally realized that I've listened their songs few years ago..haha..funny.. So, i start to track back what I've been missing this few years. Well..here i am now..writing bout this band..in my blog. Someone used to tell me that dis band doesn't have so much talent as other k-pop bands.. Hey..listen this! Screwed ya! Dun care wut u think at all! I love the music they sing..   I do love other k-pop artist too..but it doesn't mean i must stop supporting them though.. bwekkk!! =P
I enjoyed listening to every genres of music..dun have any bias. Music is universal..rite? No need to discriminate..if u dun like it..then dun listen to it..fullstop! No need to give out ur bad reviews..we dun want to hear or read that.. Fuhh!! Look at the picture..isn't he cute?? =)

Aren't they cute??
Well, back to the stories.. SS 501 has five members.. Leader Kim Hyun Joong, Sexy Charisma JungMin, Prince Young Saeng, Maknae Kim Hyung Joon and Center Kim Kyu Jong. What make them special? Hj oppa can play guitar very well..good looking, pretty, shy and the best in dancing..and now trying his best in his acting career. Jungmin has a cheeky character, very playful and naughty..love to tease people, polite n funny too. Kyu Jong is very soft, polite and cool. He's a gentle person.. look kind-hearted and a bit shy. Hmm.. Young Saeng for me is a shy person..bit quite. Cool..have a really nice voice that really suits ballads song so well..high range voice tone..and really took care of his appearance esp hair..haha. Maknae( youngest) Hyung Joon..pretty, cute..funny..trying too hard sometimes.. has a great voice.. his voice reminded me of Ronan Keating (Boyzone)..a bit similar to that. When i think of him..his cuteness can be best to describe him.. =D.
Well, this is only the character that i can describe based on my interest in them..from what i see on their attitude during shows and songs. This is wut i THINK..okay? Might be wrong though..

TRIPLE S FOREVER!!
The year 2009 & 2010 shows a really drastic changes in their music and appearance.. Maybe due to the increasing of age and experiences..we can see how this band has matured from a prince in 2005 to such handsome and gentlemen persons in 2010. However it is..no matter what..this group will always get my support.. I can see their sincerity in entertaining their fans in every concert and shows they've involved in. No matter whether they are in group or individual activities.. I'm sure they will be doing well. Enough for today..see u all in other post soon.. PeaceOneLove.. =)




Thursday, October 7, 2010

Convocation day+ normal days



d-Day I graduates
Never thought convocation day can be dat tired..even wat majlis org kawen pon dlu xrse this tired. Selesai sudah sgala2nye.. Not like everyone else yg giler2 amik pics photo siap leh hired professional photographer lagi juz for the sake nk amazing pictures..dun blame them though.. Its hard to get juz a piece of degree paper..haha! Wutever.. Well, i did it. But no glamourus pictures for me..juz enough if its only for ma fren n family. I like it that way. But a bit sedih..coz during convo period, i actually able to identified who are truly is my fren..

Sometimes, we happened to be closed to sum1..a fren.. but did they really treat us the way we treat them..dun think so. Well, i have this bunch of fren like this..no need to mention name. We know each other for soo000 long..yet..she didn't change at all. But, itu la mnusia kn.. bile susah sibuk cri kite.. bile senang.. HARAMM KEJADAH!! But its okay.. i dun really needs fren like this in my life.. The other person..used to be my roomates.. but after graduating..she disappeared. When she sms or call me juz for the sake of asking for some information..not even to say hi at all.. What am i?? Some kind of information counter to her or wut?!! Geeshh!! Sungguh benci pde gerangan mnusia sperti ini.. Papepon..lantak korg la..pasni pon aku dh xjumpe korg da.. pndai2la hidup..klau xnk hidup di benci org.. bwk2la brubah yea..
Tq Big Daddy..luv ya..muaahh!!
Okay..enuf for graduation day..back to normal days. Dis 2 days, badan sakit2 la..dunno y. Rse letih yg teramat sgt wlaupon xde la wt kje berat pon. Hmm..nape yek? Bsok dh start tlg mak auntie wt preparation for my cousin wedding day this upcoming Sunday..its gonna be a bz2 day! Mesti punyerr arr!! Haha.. Mata pon dh sleepy bangat dh ni..nk lyn family outing sat..pastu tdo arh.. Tomorrow awaits me! Daa~


p/s: To all my lovely friends..yg bg gifts n flowers..tq so much! Nntkan kdatangan sye di majlis convocation anda tahun hadapan. Insyaallah.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

I miss my Angel.. =')

The day when we love each other..and we still do now..
in our heart.FOREVER!!
Few hour left before my convocation days..feel so sad coz only my parents will join me tomorrow..none of my siblings will be there 2 celebrate with me. If bapis was still alive, he will surely go n support me like he always do when i'm in trouble. At a time like this..i really2 miss him. Its hard to live and go through this life since he go away. He left all the responsibility to me when i still need him to be with me by my side.. But what have been written by god has already been done. FULLSTOP. I miss him.. God, I really miss him.. Dunno why i feel so emotional tonight. I've been hurt again n again.. and i need u by my side..really..i do. Without i even realised..it almost 1 year has passed. May u rest in peace.. even though we always fighting and jealous with each other..but i know..when i'm down u will always gonna be there for me.. You will always be in my mind..and my heart.. FOREVER!! I love you..always!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

A hole in me..

Lama rsenye x update blog..been bz for a while..plus too many pressure to handle.. Today,my cousin sulung punye wedding..neway balong,CONGRATS on ur wedding day!! To k.diana..welcum to da family. 4th October is coming near..dunno why i dun feel like celebrating diz stuff. Something bothering me..but i dunno wut it is.. Something juz doesn't feel right..there's sumthing missing deep inside me..tp..apa??? Still couldn't figure it out.. DAMN!! All of my fren told me how excited they are with diz upcoming convocation..buy new shoes..new clothes..everything new! But me..juz dun feel like buying things..

Today..rse pnat sket..maybe bcoz not enough rest n sleep diz few days..td ptg after the wedding, balik trus tdo.. sangat pnat! Mlm bangun..after dinner..suddenly MR.FEVER gave me a visit.. Aarghhh!! Dun feel so good..couldn't sleep bcoz of this headache n flu..hate myself for being sick like this.. Juz bcoz i couldn't sleep tonite...so i decided to give u a visit..yeah..u is referring to u..my beloved blog..haha! I hope i can spread my flu virus to u..hahaha... The cat juz poop again at my living hall..baka neko! But no need to worries..sumbody gonna clean dat mess 2mrw..haha.. Not me..owhh yeahh!!

My Jong Kook oppa!! Fantasy bf..haha!
Writing bout how i feel really lift the burden i feel inside.. Feel much better now.. even though MR FLU and MR HEADACHE dun seem wanna leave yet. Nah..let it be..i guess i should invite Mr and Mrs Panadol more frequently then.. ngee.. =D Juz remember..few days ago..I accidentally watch diz vids by Mighty Mouth..entitled SMILE..first i see 2AM grup in dat vids..follw by Uee..and other k-pop artist. And then...goshh!! Jong Kook oppa!!! Owhh god!! His smile melt my heart..haha.. Knowing him from Family Outing (season 1) variety shows already make me fell in love with him..he's just so adorable.. He's funny..lol. Dunno why..the 1 dat capture my heart to watch dat series is him.. Jong Kook oppa.. I miss him since dat shows finished..not many updates on his activities on the internet currently. Wish i could join his fan website..but everything is in korean..wish i could read n understand them.. =(
BUT..wutever it is..seing dat vids on MTV really lighten my mood yesterday..n i directly searched and downloaded the vids..dun care bout the singer..as long as JK oppa is in there..haha..

Time now is 03:41 am..i guess i should sleep.. My morning siren will open her speaker if i wake up late again tomorrow morning.. I guess i'm the CINDERELLA of this house.. and my duty is satisfy everyone wishes and hope!! Plus..doing all work chores.. getting all the blames..and sacrificed myself for everyone happiness. Dun worry..i'll keep dat dark secret and put it away deep inside me..till the day i'll die.. =) SMILE!!!

A smile that melts my heart n soul.. XD
p/s: I fell in love with JK Oppa character in Family Outing only!! I wish i can get a bf dat have pretty smile and a hot body like him..haha!! Damn HOT!! I loike it!!! XD